Monday, May 20, 2013

Uncertainty

The last few months have been such a tumultuous season for our family.  Now, another curve ball has been thrown our way.  As you may know, my husband works for the State government.  Apparently, there is a measure before the State House of Representatives that would eliminate several positions within his department - including his.  Nothing is certain at this point as voting and such still needs to take place.  But, by the end of June, it's possible Dave would be out of a job.  We've walked this path before.  Even though I find myself fighting to hold back tears, I know we will persevere.

While this was completely unexpected, looking back over the last few weeks, I can see God's hand moving behind the scenes.  When my Mother was first hospitalized back in April with internal bleeding, we went into financial emergency mode.  Dave cut back some budget categories and directed the surplus to our emergency fund.  The thinking at the time was to have extra on hand should we need to find last minute summer care for the children.  So, we're already in financial storm cloud/bare budget/savings mode.  Just now, it's a different storm cloud!  And recently, I began feeling the need (call) to pray for my husband.  I've always prayed for my husband, my kids and our families.  But, this calling is different.  It's a call to pray with more intention specifically for my husband.  I'm constantly amazed at how God knows all our needs even before we become aware of them!

Mary Ellen

8 comments:

  1. I clicked over to "Walked this path before".. and I feel hopeful. Just as GOD provided then he will continue... Hope your mom is better. I'll be praying with you...

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    1. Thank you! Momma is coming home today :)

      Mary Ellen

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  2. Mary Ellen, I admire your faith and strength in the face of the possible job loss of your husband and your mother's health situation. You are handling it with prayer and that's the best way! I sure hope everything works out well.

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  3. I'm glad to read that your mother is coming home. That's great news.

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  4. I hope that things work out for you Mary Ellen. I feel ya! There is always something going on.. isn't it. Take care and try not to stress out. : )

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